Physical Reactions Reported by

Readers of The Mars Records

June 2015

After publishing The Mars Records in 2000, the silence was deafening. We sent out the story to the top 50 conspiracy websites, and heard back from only Dean Stonier of Global Sciences Congress, who wanted us to travel from Australia to Florida to speak at the next convention. Dean was dead within 3 months of that date.

To date we have had over 230,000 visits to the download page. We presume that too many are stunned by the information. 

However, the few communications we have mounted up over the years. Also, there seems to have been a change since around 2013. We have started to hear from people who read out story and thought we were crazy ten years ago, who are starting to realize that what we say is true.

Also, in the last few years we have had a number of requests to appear on various shows, even a few very well-known conspiracy shows. We did not accept these invitations as at this stage we have not felt safe to do that, and a few of these people we believe only wanted to do a hatchet job as they have done for people who have gone before.

Numerous people have reported very strange physical reaction from reading the Mars Records, and other strange events related to reading the books. We believe that these indicate that these people had similar experiences happen to them that they do not remember. We also believe these symptoms help to verify the truth of this story.

Here are snippets from those emails. I am also including random interesting tidbits. All information that could identify anyone who wrote an email has been removed.  These emails date from 2002-2015. Where a person’s english is poor, they are likely not native English speaking people:


“I just read your pdf on NWO mind control and can’t help but get really strong feelings from it. While reading it I started to get a stiff neck and it has continually gotten worse into the writing of this message. I’m actually having a hard time putting my thoughts into a concise message.”


“I spoke at angels and aliens in Ohio, I was one of the lead speakers. It went very well. Deprogramming was done (She taught the Wernicke’s Correction). ….

The lecture was video taped, however all the cameras were not able to produce 1 working tape.

They said it was the strangest thing ever, and all other lectures for that day the cameras recorded with out any problems.”


“I’ve had many very scary experiences, involving extraterrestrials of a sort– where some of the things you talk about have come into play”


“It took me two tries, but was able to download Pat’s story.  Isn’t it interesting that problems began with your site after you posted the story of another person who has begun to remember entanglement in their covert little agendas?  I had already read Book 2 when you first put it out.  They are both incredible!!   I do realize now that your darkside playmates are monitoring every download from the MR site and (naturally) every email that you send/receive.

After I downloaded and began reading “Mars Force” I became aware that someone was monitoring me.  It seemed like they were human remote viewers,  a presence that had not been in my space before I downloaded “Mars Force”.  I felt no real attack, it was just like a psychic phone tap to see who was on the other end of the line so they can log it.

It was unwanted, so I took a page out of your book and put up a force field that bounced back upon them anything they attempted to send at me.  Just for good measure, I put a second force field inside the main one in case anything got through.  After that, I did not seem to have any unwanted incursions….

Look at Tom Cruise’s new vehicle, “Minority Report.”  What is it about?  Well, it is about a “Department of Precrime” which uses high technology to prevent crimes and arrest the perpetrators before they even do the deed.  Further, it goes on to show how such a system can be most deviously abused by those of evil intent.  Is it any coincidence that the very same week  this film opened, you have John Asscroft and the other Master Fascist New World Order Suppressives spewing their vile propaganda about how the focus needs to be shifted to “preventing terror”.


“I have kept reading, and I must say, it’s been very difficult, lots of strange feelings, aches, pains, and blocks of varying types, still reading though….

Even more difficult, is attempting to contact you, that is, to write this reply to you. Yesterday, I was so tired, I could barely keep my eyes open. I felt very sick and I still do….

Here is something that I have tried, with some degree of success: when I am approached and they attempt to influence my mind (they are there, I can see them, hear them, etc., I’m tired of arguing with myself about their existence), for every statement they give me, I want to know two things: why? and how do you know that?

I absolutely refuse to be coerced, without enough information on which to base a decision, any longer.

If they insist that I do something, they’d better have a damned good reason, and they’d better communicate that reason to me clearly. I am very VERY fed up with this crap. I will keep asking until they either answer the question or go away, and usually, it’s that they go away. I am both relentless and incredibly stubborn and pissed off. I want them to think, and every time I question them, they must think in response to my questioning.

Also, for quite awhile, they have this ‘thing’ where they scream at me and say these really incredibly horrible things to me while I’m sleeping. Man, is it annoying! A couple of months ago, I was very tired, and extremely annoyed…this reptile (I think) was telling me how much he hated me, and how stupid I was (oh really; let’s not discuss some of the boners that they pull/have pulled/are planning on pulling).

The final straw! Out of my body I went. I ripped his arm off and shoved it down his throat! It stunned the hell out of him. I won’t do that again, but as humans, we are unpredictable….I say, use it.”


” Thanks so much for your quick response. I’ve now read Book 1 of “The Mars Records,” and had strong reactions to a number of things.”


“So much of what I have read of Michael’s experiences have made me realize also why I have the abilities I have.  Why I am able to project myself to others, read thoughts and emotions.  And I am aware that I can cause harm if I so choose. 

Ironically, given their agenda, I have always sought to align myself with Jesus, in the sense that I always ask that I always be guided to help in any way I can.  Meaning, my spirit is very contrary to their agenda.  I always seek to help, not harm.  And I am realizing more and more, how self defeating the implanted commands are meant to be.”


“When I first found your Metatech site, I read the bit about the mars records but I didn’t download anything. When I went to bed that night, I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night thinking ” oh no not again”. When something opened at the side of my bed (a portal?) and a creature jumped out and grabbed hold of me.

I couldn’t move and I couldn’t speak. That is a really weird feeling, although I’m quiet, even I can shout my head off if I have to. I was moving my mouth but no sound came out.

So I opened my eyes and there was a face right in front of mine (I think it was a grey with big black eyes). I got such a shock that my head shot back into my pillow, bounced off it and hit the grey with my forehead.

My head started vibrating and slowly the vibrations moved down my body, it seemed to go on for ever. When the vibrations reached the end of my toes they stopped. The grey was still holding on to me, and it put its head in front of mine again, so this time I headbutted on purpose (for some reason I could move my head) and the vibrations started again.

It seemed to take forever to reach the end of my toes, but when they stopped the grey suddenly let go of me and disappeared down the portal at the side of my bed.

For years I have been getting dragged out of my bed by something, I was always terrified of going to sleep. Since this time the fear has gone. I don’t know if I actually fought back and scared it off or it did something to me and is now finished with me.

In 1985, one day during the summer, I was lying on my bed awake and suddenly the whole room disappeared. There was no buildings or anything but I could still see the trees in my garden and I could hear voices. This lasted for about 30 seconds, it was really weird. That is when I started thinking that life is just an illusion.”


“Most interesting of all though, Last week I started praying to God to give me the full truth of everything, without regard to my preconceived notions, convictions, ideas or other things blocking me from accepting such truth. 

Then I found the Mars Records, found the quote from Arthur Schopenhauer (sp?), and randomly searching through book one, landed on passages you had written about truth! 

So it is I think that God has led me to this source. “


“We are also investigating other sites on alien/ufo.  Harassment is lessened. Almost non-existent is more truthful.

We go back to Mars Records, husband is abducted.

We go on to other sites. Embarrassments lessen substantially.

I went back to Mars Records and began to investigate more and try to download Pat’s Books again. Zip. The very next night after applying for membership. (Note by Stephanie Relfe: This was in the days when we had a forum). I am abducted again. Again, very clear memory of threats. Harassment from helicopters once again. Four times helicopters in that one night. This harassment is inclusive of having consistent difficulty whenever we are navigating on the Mars Records.

Or your other site. We get bounced off. You name it.

In other words, after the initial 24-36 hrs and in that time downloading Michael’s experience and going through the deliverance prayers, we have experienced harassment coinciding with connecting with you.

I have had ‘insomnia’ for the past couple of days. This is a known ‘Pavlov’s dog’ method used on me over time here and Jesus has revealed it to me.This all may seem trivial and or explained as lumped harassment.But I have had the strong feeling in the past 24 hrs these dots do connect.

We have learned that these seemingly trivial ‘coincidences’  have a connection and over the past few years have made it a point to not caste them off. It has helped us on our path to freedom as a result.

Last night, I got strongly that these ‘coincidences of timing’  is due to you both being closer to the truth than others may be, and that this is a Pavlov’s dog method of getting us to back off from connecting with you. I personally believe this to be true. In fact, in our situation I am certain of it. So, then others could also encounter this? Prayer attention on this aspect? I felt strongly to express this to you.”


“The Mars Records was the first document I have ever come across that actually was spontaneous and random enough to force and convince me it had to be real. 

It has caused a major shift in my thinking and perception.”


“I have a license as a practicing hypnotherapist and have uncovered some odd things during hypnosis sessions that have made me realize that I have had areas ‘wiped’ and ‘reprogrammed’.”


(The following email was from someone who had many, many weird things happen in their life, connections to the military, scientists, knowledge of anti-gravity, metaphysical abilities, weird family connections to famous & powerful people etc).

“The more I read of the articles at your site the more I remember and am troubled by….when I go over the things that have happened I am somewhat surprised by my non interest in what things I should have made inquires about…but I just never did….and that is odd especially for me as I am an inquisitive person by nature..but on things like this I just accepted them without any question or interest…

the more I read the more I believe that I must have some kind of programming imbedded in me that prevents me from feeling that I need to follow up on such critical events…when I relate these stories people look at me and say “you mean you didn’t find out or ask anything?” and it has been their reactions that have me even admit to myself that indeed my reactions to many things seem so inappropriate….

Our doctor will not tell me what blood type my children are nor will my ex! I can’t find it at the hospital and they tell me it is not important…I remember when everybody knew their blood type but not my ex or our children…

Your printing commands “this is normal, this did not happen, this is not real, forget what happened” and this is exactly how I feel at one level of my mind and at another level I seem to be silently screaming or something…looking for someone to explain things to me…

After reading your Mars Record book 1 there are so many things there that hit home (the phone calls at night that threw me into panic attacks that happened most nights between 3 and 5 in the morning for years with no one on the phone)”


“Michael’s info has triggered A LOT of things since I got your last email.  Pieces have been put together at a fantastic rate over the last few weeks and I have been ‘directed’ by some friends as well as people I don’t know to A LOT of substantiating info direct from the source.”


(This email refers to a police chief the emailer knew):

“Well he was OVERJOYED with the results he got from using Michael’s prayer. You need to talk with him….He’s a great testimonial for you and Michael.”


“I can’t explain now how it was that I came to find The Mars Records, but I do recall that when I read it I was disturbed.   Fascinated, yet disturbed at the same time.

As I read the account of the (Michael’s ) wife dying there on Mars, I had an immediate bothersome sinking feeling, a feeling like I had seen it happen. I thought to myself, well, that’s just crazy. It was “just a dream” I had had. It was just a coincidence that the event he describes is similar to what I saw in my dream.

When I thought about it later, I tried to shake off a nagging feeling and just decided to forget about it.  I really did not want to dwell on the implications if I had indeed witnessed such an event, or a replay of such an event. I tried to convince myself that it was “just a coincidence”.

That didn’t keep me, however, from dragging out my old journals and dream records which I’ve kept since 1981 to find and re-read that “dream”. I found that what I had practically forgotten about was that I had had a cluster of “dreams” relating to Mars around the same time as the one about the woman dying….

Frankly, up until the time I read the Mars Record I would have asserted that a “dream” about life on Mars would be just that, “just a dream”. Now, I’m not so sure, and it bugs me.

That particular dream seemed so very real, and I seem to recall being upset when I woke up.”


“I came across your website a few days ago quite by chance, while looking for the metaphysical properties of Rose Quartz.  What started of as a sceptical look at your website has turned somewhat eerie. Only now do I realise I was most likely meant to find it.

That very same morning before even looking up anything on google I had updated my Facebook status with a joke.  The status update was simply “The aliens are all around us watching, waiting.”

Later that day I came across your website and started reading. At first I was quietly laughing to myself.

Until I came across The Mars Records. That is when skepticism turned into first complete disbelief and later revulsion as I read on.

I had to get up from my seat and walk away from the computer. I couldn’t read any further.

Whenever I sat down to read some more, “something” would come up. I was looking for reasons not to read anymore.

For several days after I had a strange feeling in the back of my mind. Like a vice clamping down on some part of my brain. It subsided over the next few days until it was one of those “did I imagine that again” feelings.

I didn’t pay any attention to it until yesterday when I sat down and read the first part of The Mars Records. I felt drained and slightly nauseous.

I eventually gave up and went outside to smoke a cigarette. What is amazing is that for the rest of the day I did not think about the book once for the rest of the day.

After that I had a pretty normal day and went to bed as usual. This morning I woke up feeling strangely disoriented. Whether I had a dream or something else happened I do not know.

All I remember is the exhilaration of being in some sort of military airplane. We were all dressed in military uniform and we were on our way to some airfield, where I knew we were going to be launched into space for some meeting on the moon.

I know it sounds utterly ridiculous, but it felt more real than reality.The amount of detail I can remember is startling. Down the sensation of turbulence and the smell of the clothing we were wearing.

As well as being able to see the ground coming up under the aircraft as we were coming in to land. The most striking of all is that I was not simply a bystander in this dream as with most others. I saw the dream
through my own eyes. Not the usual third person view. It was very real, very lucid.

Whether it happened or not I cannot tell you. I do not even think I want to know whether we (the Human race) are being controlled by or used by other life forms. I don’t really know why I am writing this e-mail, maybe just to share what I felt. Or simply to tell you that there are believers out there. Even if I am a new recruit!”


“We had corresponded a long time ago, right after “Mars I” was published.  Something just clicked for me.  My brother, who was also in the Navy, also studied electronics at Great Lakes at the exact same time as Michael.

He came out a very changed man.  He was always high strung, and incredibly high IQ.  But by time the navy was through with him, he was not at all the same man I grew up with.

He was also harassed endlessly after he left the Navy.  He died shortly after getting out. 

He called me two weeks before he died.  He let me know that the Navy was giving him hell, telling him that he HAD to re-up, or face consequences.  He told them, basically, to go have a great deal of intercourse with their own selves.

Within two weeks of that phone conversation, he was dead….

Our family has a history of strange and unusual events, too….As preposterous as the Mars Records sound, there is something about them that sounds incredibly familiar.  There are too many cues that ring bells in my heart to allow me to dismiss this story as a complete delusion.

Forgive me if I sound brusque, but I am done with all the flakes and ego maniacs I have discovered in this field of research.  Digging for truth in this arena is like having to swim through a mile of deep sewerage just to find a small nugget of gold.”


“I have read the Mars Records and it, along with the interviews on, has awakened my spirit as to what has been going on here in this galaxy for some time. Somehow, I always knew that what we thought was reality, simply was not. I was not even that surprised to see just how bad it really was, not in the least. I also believe that it is far worse than what we know now, far more sinister….

I have friends that are Scientologists. I have showed them “The Mars Records” and we have studied this work together.

My friends now realize… that the CIA had taken over Scientology back in the late 70’s early 80’s.

In my opinion, this explained so much as to why LRH (Ron Hubbard) seemed to disappear, change (cloned) and eventually perish under suspicious circumstances in the late 70’s….

I am not a Scientologist, they kicked me out during the first Ethics course because I was closing my eyes, entering deeper states of consciousness in order to retrieve memories of any transgressions I may had done in my early teen years.  …

They kicked me out because I was not allowed to enter in Alpha in order to access my memories.”


(This email is from someone who purchased the Perfect Health System. He had health problems that were not resolving with normal natural health, and his Central nervous system kept going out of balance with his eyes closed – a common occurrence with abductees.

So eventually I asked him if he had ever seen a UFO. He said yes.

So I sent him the links on the Mars Records and booby traps and how there are aliens out there who are  not the friendly ones that some say they are and that they are evil and treat us like cattle He then emailed me the following):

“Damn.  I was hoping this wasn’t right.  Just got to the booby trap section and I’m testing for some.

What’s so bizarre is that I began to think these thoughts about a fictional character who would put in a command to kill if another person tried to help their target. 

This was when I was thinking about purchasing your program. “


“Got to your website when I was looking for Blue Planet Project. I went to a few weeks/months ago and I got to read your introduction about kinesiology, abduction and mind control up to the Pulsar Project.

I just read it all recently. I’ve read some people fainted or got headaches when reading them. I have not experienced those but I experienced something odd. I don’t know if it’s related but I felt a sense of rage when I was planning to really read the books. It was weird when I was just alone in the area. There was not even a noise that could trigger that emotion…..

Oops. As I’m writing this message, my wall fan is experiencing a weird electrical glitch. It’s like a blackout for a few seconds but my wall fan is the only one getting it. My UPS is not alarming.”


“I am writing to thank you for your courage and clarity in telling the truth to the world, when I am sure you knew how difficult this would be for you. I am glad you have each other to cling to!! People seem unwilling to hear some of this information.

And yet because of the way you presented it, so professionally and thoroughly, it cannot be denied. So Thank you Very much.

I am a counseling psychologist and I have met some people who trusted me enough to share their past experiences (perhaps still ongoing) and many of them were horrific.

I had to resist my initial internal urge to turn away from them and deny the truth of what they so desperately needed to share for their own healing. It took a lot of faith on my part to remain open.

But as faith would have it, I soon received other corroborating proof of these travesties perpetrated on people by our own government. I am not anti-government, only anti those members who have taken over the power and are harming people in the process for their own selfish means.”


“Thanks to the both of you for getting the information out (Mars Records,etc.). It verified a lot of stuff for me.

I’ve been taken and messed with on pretty much a daily basis and logged a lot in dream journals before ever reading about this stuff, incl. docters, medical checkups while I never visit hospitals in my physical life. And a lot more.

Basically I’ve experienced everything that I read about in the Mars Records and MILAB articles/interviews, except that I don’t remember any missions….

Basically, I just wanted to feel better so I could have a life. That’s the irony; if these freaks wouldn’t over-do things, say just a kidnap/manipulation once a year, then I wouldn’t ever have noticed…”


“It seems like I’ve had subtle symptoms since really deciding to buy the Kinesiology program.

At first I disregarded it. You know, minor earache, a catch in my voice, slight cough.

Now I’m getting sharp pains in my heart since Monday, I’m not sleeping, my eyes have been leaking for over a day, I can’t blow my nose anymore because of the pressure in my head. As well as other things I won’t get into.

Maybe this is all just a coincidence. But I’m on average very healthy! I never get sick! Maybe this is all an allergic reaction to something I’m eating, but it seems so extreme.”


“I think it was me watching several Project Camelot YouTube videos that made me aware of many things I had been totally unaware of.

And when I then got to read your Mars Records a few weeks ago (I read it jumping around between chapters) lots of things resonated strongly with me. I am extremely grateful for the warning about booby traps and explanations about the Wernicke commands.”


“Just found your website today, thank you for supplying information that most people can’t understand, let alone publish.

I have just survived an mk ultra trauma based assault, which was an attempt to mind control me, or destroy me if that didn’t happen. Black magic was a big part of the attack. Being psychic, I was able to feel what they were sending at me, and take measures to protect myself.

They destroyed my lifestyle and living arrangements, but as yet, have been unable to affect me or my mind permanently. I have fought off all attempts so far, with my own energies and knowledge, and the assistance of other beings who try to protect me.

However, I am aware I am taken by MiLab at times, and now realize that a lot of my physical illnesses, are a result of that.”


(From a European woman who speaks English well as a second language, – Commenting on troubles she had reading The Mars Records):

“My brain hurts so much even in the moment. Can’t concentrate, getting tired so quickly. If I did read 100-150 pages per day before, now a half  page is too much. And I do not understand what is written there.

(Describes her university training) I’m not a military officer but a civil one. I know that there they spotted me, how I don’t know exactly. Despite my educational degree couldn’t find a  job…

Yesterday while I was reading your article about your first sessions with Pat and that she felt a third person in the room with you, exactly in that moment a kind of a window opens and I saw a remote viewer, sitting in a chair, staring at me and the stuff I was reading at the computer.

Behind him there were other men. They smoked a very expensive type of cigar I guess, because the smell was very exotic. So I concluded thanks to the cigars that the other men must be very high ranking intel officers.

At that moment I read that you prayed with Pat  and blocked them. So did it. I blocked the viewer and the window disappeared.

I knew that these men were Americans working for the Intel. I found out that they were situated at the US embassy here in our city, in one of the underground levels.

For the first time I experienced such a thing, and must say I was so scared. What I did some minutes later I applied your Soft way, …I break the power of this CIA attack over me….and so till the end. I apply the soft way always when I felt that I have to.”


email from the same lady above:

“I undertook a full medical check-up. Among the other stuff a heart problem appeared and a high radiation level. I was wondering where did I catch the radiation?

I told my son. Two days he was silent, and at the third day he said:

“Mum, you are an abductee. You caught it at the UFO. All the abductees have a high radiation level.”…


“I posted (on a forum information about portals). Today got reactions from people who were impressed by the info.

As I said there is a lack of specialists like you. A lot of people know they were abducted but nobody discusses how to be recovered. The concentration of people with special metaphysical abilities is very high in this country (Note: She is in Eastern Europe). That’s why we are kept in poverty.”


“I like your site and have come to many of the same conclusions.  As I delved into your site and others like it I do experience psychic attack/major energy drain and find it hard to think clearly.  

I experience the same things you do i.e. dizziness, nausea, etc.

I know it is because the draconians hate to be exposed and they try to keep us in the dark as much as possible about their agenda etc.  We trudge on regardless (my husband and I fight them together on a daily basis).”


INTERESTING NOTE: I have communicated with at least two people who suffer similar symptoms when they try to read The Lensmen Series, by E.E.Doc Smith, what we consider to be the most important books ever written, after the Bible.

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